I Wish - Peace Oseyenum

I wish I was flawless, faultless, without sin. 

I wish you would search the motives and intentions of my heart and find no iniquity from within.

I long for a consistent pursuit of seeking the Father and emulating him. 

I wish for my total being to reflect him.

He didn't die for me to be lukewarm, mediocre, "not so bad". 

There must be more than this, there must be more depth than this.

How I long to put away every single distraction that can deter me from abiding in the bosom of my Father.

To bear much fruit, to do much exploits, to be like him; Jesus.

This is my heart cry, but why does it feel like nothing is shifting from me.

I get up I fall down, I wake up I slumber. I'm diligent I'm lazy, I'm selfish I'm self-fulfilling.

I can't serve two masters; either I dethrone my own will or obey yours.

I can't serve myself. I can't. I won't.

There, I will find truth and encouragement in the word of God, for I know my struggles are not new to man. I know that even David fell and rose up, I know that God's mercies are new every morning.

So I endure, and patiently wait in him. I trust that he is a God of purpose, process and promise.

He didn't die for me to be lukewarm, mediocre "not so bad". 

There IS more to this.

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Have a great week ahead guys, live like there is more to this. x

My Picks: Acne Studios Andrea Pumps

If I had my way I'd wear these shoes with everything. 

They're comfy, striped and have a face! I feel like I should name it just because it has a face lol I'll get back to you on that. Suggestions are welcome too! Just leave a comment with a name you think I should call these lovely shoes :)
Andrea isn't bad I just want something else so leave a comment or tweet me.

So Simple

Short hair don't care! This is a wig (you guys know I love my wigs), one of my friends made it for me and it's one of my safety nets for a bad hair day among others like scarves and even more wigs lol. 

I was a little worried about trying short hair, but it's not so bad, change is good sometimes. What do you think?

Changes

If you've been following my blog over the years, you'll notice I make little changes every now and then, especially with my header. But recently I changed the layout of my blog, something I've been wanting to do for some time now and I'm happy I finally did it, I love it. What do you think?

So here's a little more about what has changed on The Chameleon Blogger, starting from the top.
I changed the contents of the "About Me" tab, it was a little outdated. Click there if you'd like to know basic information about me and how this blog started, you'll find all that there.
I've also updated me social media links so follow me on those links for more updates.

Favourites Friday: Natural Hair on YouTube

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Hey guys, another Friday and another favourites post. 

Today I'm sharing my top 5 natural hair channels on YouTube. I follow a lot of them; some new and some old, YouTube really helped me with my transition/big chop phase 5 years ago. How time flies. Some of the ones who really helped me pull through that delicate phase have stopped recording over the years and I'll share their channels later on, but here are the new ones I'm in love with at the moment.

BeautifulBrwnBabyDoll

Donedo

LoveYourTresses

Naptural85*

NaturalMe4C

*Naptural85 She is my all time fave, my day one from big chop till now. My hair crush all day everyday #fangirl

As a bonus, I'll share two of my fave all time oldies with you. 

KimmayTube

Nikkimae2003

These ladies just recently made a come back after a few years. They both got married and started their families and of course, the internet must be put on hold when life calls!

Please don't forget to share some of your favourites with me, I'm always looking to find new ones. Also, share some of your fave Nigerian bloggers from my last post too.

TGIF! Oh yea! Have a great weekend guys! x